Rolly Piggy

2003-08-27T00:16:00.000-04:00

I was just reading your entries, Katie, and EMAIL ME >:O!! I don't care if you clutter up my mail box, I only get emails from you and Cassie anyway so it's cool.

2003-08-27T00:02:00.000-04:00

Jackie Chan on the Tonight Show :O I have to stay up and watch it now hehe. I love Jackie Chan!! It's on commercials right now hehe.

Oh, wow how I really just get so incredibly annoyed at some people. I'm not gonna say any names but some people are just so... annoying. I hate it how they use all these big words and weird expressions noone uses anymore just because they think is cool or something. I don't know what im saying but its just annoying im gonna go watch tv now. oh and some people just have the ugliest pictures possible on their livejournals >< ugh.

2003-08-26T22:31:00.000-04:00

Hmm. I think I write in here most often when I feel like e-mailing Dali but I don't want to annoy her/clutter her inbox/seem all needy xD

BUT I AAAMMM NEEDY. o.O

Book club makes me mad for many reasons. 1.) Neither Mrs. Barrett nor Mrs. Flint can ever remember my name and I'm a book club veteran AND library aide. 2.) People in there drive me nuts with their "We're better than everyone 'cause we're nerdy and not jocky/druggy/slutty" attitude. YOU'RE NOT BETTER. WE'RE ALL THE SAME. 3.) Other stuff. I just get bored. ><

Band is gay. One of the only good things is that I'm by a cute tiny freshman. He's so.. pocket sized. Today he sneezed so hard it just about knocked him over backwards, lol. I swear he's like 4'6" or something. And.. Honey and I make fun of things a lot, that's always fun. I hate her name though; everytime I say it I think "Sweetie" or "Sugar" or something.

Spanish, oh my lord, she doesn't know Spanish. I know more than she does. I desperately want to educate her. >:O

k I'm getting lazy. Trig is fun, art is fun. I'm letting Ashley borrow my copy of Stargirl (the ultimate showing of trust). The end. :B

2003-08-25T15:21:00.000-04:00

¬¬ AOL poll:

Do you believe humans evolved from apes?

50% -- No, God created humans separately from animals

42% -- Yes, the fossil evidence suggests that humans and apes share a common ancestor

7% -- Not sure

2% -- I have no opinion

COME ON. MONKEYS = PPLZ. k. :]

2003-08-24T18:36:00.000-04:00

Hello. :3 School is ok (I love art), I bought the best dress for Homecoming EVAR, violin is hard to play, I cut my nails real short today, I have a new semi pretty good friend named Sarah who reminds me of Dali, and everybody should read "The Gospel According to Larry" by Janet something because it is SOOO FAWKING INCREDIBLE (and short, easy to read etc. But the message is there, bitches). There we go! Lots of info and I didn't even write a lot xD

But yeah, holy hell, read the Gospel. SO GOOD. Almost as good as Stargirl (read that too damnit). :]

2003-08-24T12:16:00.000-04:00

Maria found some really old pictures of my mom. It's weird. They're like ancient. One of them is dated December 20, 1970. That was a long time ago. I want to make a photo album of really old pictures we find. That would be so fun to look at later.

2003-08-23T02:09:00.000-04:00

Japanese people are like the ultimate. They are good at everything. They are the best at everything. (almost.) You've got your artists, musicians, theyre better at technology and now theyre even beating us americans at eating. SOme 120 lbs. japanese guy beat this huge black american guy at some international eating competition. Kobayashi i think is his name. (He was cute too)

Anime is getting really very popular in the USA. I don't like liking mainstream stuff. I might end up not liking anime anymore because it's just getting so popular. Once I see people who should be wearing Abercrombie and Fitch wearing anime shirts I will quit liking anime. I just don't like being mainstream. Even though I sorta do like some mainstream. I guess this rant is kind of contradicting but I don't care.

ANother thing, Hello Kitty. How many people just adore Hello Kitty? How many people know what it is? It is a baby show. Have you ever watched it? I don't think even half the people who wear and buy Hello Kitty merchandise have ever watched a single episode of that show. I don't think many people even know it's a show. Well, it's like... Teletubbies but from Japan. It is excrutiatingly painful to sit through. Us wearing Hello Kitty stuff must look silly to Japanese people. It'd be like them wearing barney merchandise or Teletubbie stuff. That's pretty silly. I'm not saying Hello Kitty sucks, I really love Hello Kitty stuff (not the show). I am just pointing out how silly it seems to me, heh.

I went to the mall with Cassie today after school. We went to Waldenbooks, she bought a book. I think it was a manga. We also went to the music store and she bought the Chicago soundtrack. Then I bought us some cookies and drinks. :] It was fun for me, I dunno what she thought. I was just really quiet. I really am introverted irl and really quiet most of the time. I don't talk I am alwasy off in some wild thoughts about who-knows-what or I just don't have anything to say. Anyways most of what I say is stupid. So I hope I didn't bore Cassie or anything. In the car we were listening to the Chicago soundtrack she got and it's great. I love it. It's just such fun music.

And... thats my rant for today.

2003-08-20T20:18:00.000-04:00

Alright, so it has been a while since I've posted anything here. And it's been even longer since I've posted anything about my actual day on here.

First I'm gonna say a few things about my summer. It was long, boring and uneventful. I was miserable. And that's all there is to my summer vacation.

School. School began last Monday August the 11th. For a while I was worried that it might be horrible and that I would absolutely abhor it this year but so far it's just one class that I really can't stand. Math. I never liked math (except during 10th grade when I got to see Cassie during class) I have always looked upon the subject with hatred and contempt. Most my other classes are okay. Oh, but anatomy and physiology is like a biology review class, it's pretty easy and stupid so far. I can tell it's going to be one unorganized class. Our teacher is from upstate New York so she is kind of wacky and strange. I don't like her too much but she's not bad, yet. British Literature (or English IV). I knew from the first day that this was going to be my favorite class. It's going to be an easy class, I can already tell. I wish it were a little bit more challenging but no matter. I have Mrs. Feasly for Literature and she is supossed to be one of the school's meanest, toughest English teachers but so far I really like her. I get to take Draw/Paint II this year... yay? I've been wanting to take an art class for so long and I've anticipated so much but this one is kind of disappointing. I'm sure I'll learn a lot because I really don't know squat about art but I don't like the teacher. She is kind of out there and she thinks anime is a bunch of people copying other people. That's insulting! I don't like my art class. I wish I could've had Ms Dacey because her class looks like fun. No matter. But I hope art turns out to be better as the year progresses or else I'm gonna cry.

That's all I really have on school.

2003-08-17T11:13:00.000-04:00

I think Ben Kweller is my newest love. Well, that "Falling" song is anyways :3 It rox, download it and stuff.. Er, buy the CD I mean!

School is crap so far. I was really excited about it and now.. I've hit the wall. I'm done. I think I could go straight to college and start being a teacher. WOOT! So exciting. Okay, but anyway.. Here's my schedule:

Band
Honors English 10
Spanish II
Health I
World History
Biology
Trig/Pre-calc
Art II

^_^ I love the afternoon. Trig and art.. *drool* Talk about overcrowding in schools - I have like 30 people in all my classes except health and art. Well, 90 in band. XD But.. It makes it THAT much hotter. I won the contest in biology to guess what temperature the room was - 88. >< Last year I didn't mind it being hot but this year it's killing me :\ I've resorted to carrying around a water bottle.

Oh, and they're really turning school into a prison this year. They made Mr. Portrey the Dean of Students guy and he's.. an ass. I really hate him. And anyway he decided to introduce a little "regularity" into the school and say, nobody can leave the classroom until the bell rings for ANY reason besides previously having a pass signed by another teacher. Have to go to the bathroom and can't seem to make it in the short 4 minute passing period 'cause your classes are in separate buildings? Tough! Think you're having a heart attack? Have it in your desk! .. WHAT A BASTARD. He yelled at me for carrying a bottle of juice in the hallway. I guess that's an offense now.

>:O

2003-08-11T15:52:00.000-04:00

HOLY HELL!!! :OOO Woodwind & Brasswind has a violin for sale at $130!!! :OOO! Good customer reviews, too! I counted my money this morning and I have enough so I will probably buy it ^__^ omgomgomg. Wee!

2003-08-04T02:59:00.000-04:00

omg i just had thought up this cool entry to post and i open it up and i forget what i was gonna write >:B darnit.

anyhow. i have pirates of the carribbean in my head right now. I watched it twice >:] once by myself and then with Cassie and her friend Lili. I have always had a thing for pirates! Pirates, gipsies, elves and mermaids. I love them all! And indians... and cool people like that are unusual and cool looking hehe. Fantasy creatures, I have a minitaure for a boyfriend. hehe.

For some reason I have abandoned gaia lately. I'll probably go back to it eventually but right now it's just boring. I get bored easily. I need sleep.

I'm going to go... do stuff. blah.

2003-08-03T14:03:00.000-04:00

I wanna be business partners with you Llama ;O; Nah I sux too much, I only get 5.somethings on Gaia XD Secret twin sisters is better anyways >:D

lol I'm such a greedy person. Especially when it comes to Gaia, doods. I'll tell ya. I've never BEEN so greedy. I just gotta' have stuff on there. All I do lately is hunt through the auctions looking for something cheap. XD Well no, I post at the entertainment forum.. And the general discussion. And extended discussion I guess. I like that place. :3

Oh yeah, and I was feeling rich yesterday 'cause I hit 5000 gold. Today my richness buzz was still going and then I found an auction for this really demandy expensive item, and they're bidding 40,000 freaking gold on it. WTFAWK?! .. Cheaters. XD

Almost time for West Side Stooory. :B Cast party afterwards yay. I was going to make brownies but I decided that I want the brownies for myself, I will make them this week. ^^

2003-08-03T03:16:00.000-04:00

alright an explanation is due. cassie and i got together last night and we became like bussiness partners. we're gonna be drawing lots of stuff and sell them online as posters and calenders and stuff like that and im really excited about it but nervous a bit because I kinda suck. but anyhow, we were trying to think of a name to go by, and i typoed the word 'stupid' as 'studip' and she was like "thats great, studip!" and i was like 'omg im a typoing genius!" and so Studip came to be. it should be fun. hope we actually sell stuff :B that'd be fun. probably will. hmm... we need to like find stuff about starting a bussiness thingie online and get really serious about it. yeah.

i should be going to bed now because i have church tomorrow, but nooo, do you see me going to bed? :B

i luv kt.

2003-08-02T02:31:00.000-04:00

rawr rawr raw I AM SO PUMPED! :D! Tonight we celebrate and stuff XD
STUDIP!!OMG STUDIP CASSIE AND ME AND STUDIP OMG SO COOL STUDIP!! SEXY BOYS POSTERS CALENDERS! STUDIP!!!

(will explain tomorrow)

2003-08-01T19:08:00.000-04:00

Celebrating the RIAA's stupidness, WinMX no longer exists on my computer. Wee ¬¬

2003-07-31T17:42:00.000-04:00

Dali: You're a better drawer than me, psh don't be all depressy ¬¬

Ahahahaha Seppuku xDDD *gets super pissed stuffs frisbee into mouth*

Okay so I went to school registration today. And I read on the little board "If you have a red C on your schedule, see the counselor." Sooo I walked up to J Lu and he snooped in my folder of stuff and he said "Oh, you got a red C. You gotta' go talk to them" AND, as a double whammy, he can't be in Trig this year. YARGH (matey). What am I gonna' do without him in my class?! ><;; I will survive. I can fight 20 upperclassmen off at once. After all, I am a ninja. Anyway, I went talk to Mrs. Wafflebee (her real name is Lofflebein) and I have three fawking classes that don't fit. And they're important. History, Honors English, and Biology. Had to drop Accounting ¬¬ But I'm crossing my fingers about Marketing. Must take it. *shakes fist*

So, that was hectic. I get my schedule back, fixed, on the first day of school. We'll see how that goes.. Not betting well ¬¬

2003-07-30T07:14:00.000-04:00

I drew a picture while watching tv with my sister(maria) just now and I asked her what she thought and she says "You used to drawr better". Gee, talk about something to just bring you righ down. I already know I can't draw all that well but no reason to rub it in...

I might as well just give up right now and do sepuku.

but whatever. WHATEVER!

It'd be so much easier to just give up and give in to nothingness. Just lay on my bed for the rest of my life and rot. but no. I can't.

I created another neopets account because i havent played in like a year so i dont remember my username and password from berfore.

I'm gonna go watch the news now. Bye.

2003-07-27T05:16:00.000-04:00

Well, I haven't posted in forever huh? :B I guess I just haven't felt like it blah blah blah. But kt has been posting some and thats good, hehe. at least if anybody reads this stuff... kt has been posting... yeah *blank*

um... i gotta go to church in like 4 hours. you'd think I would sleep but noooo.

not much going on...

cant gather thoughts.... must.... not sleep. i mean must sleep ¬¬

what am i saying? im just gonna go now, i'll post later when i'm more... sensible? k.

2003-07-24T11:30:00.000-04:00

Woot today's a good day. Joaquin Phoenix on Regis&Kelly as a two segment guest, loud Wallflowers (a little bit closer to youuuuu~) on stereo, going to the Old Market at noon.. ^___^

2003-07-21T12:52:00.000-04:00

I post too much. ... *shrug*

"My heart explodes with joy! Hee! *dies*"

"And even our President man has given up his power, making room for Santa."
"It's alllllll yours, Santa! *jumps onto podium*"

"To the jingle jail with the non-believer!!"

"If there's one thing humans can't resist.. It's a fat man with presents."

"DIB! Elves! Sieze him! This time throw him in the actually strong jingle jail."
"Why didn't you throw me in the strong one in the first place?"
"You can never understand my amazing brain."

"Good luck destroying Santa! And Merrrrry Christmas!"

"Wait! Will you listen to the evil robot boy who destroyed Santa? Or will you listen to.. The Easter Platypus?! Easter shrimp for all of you who tackle the boy who destroyed Santa!"

"Merry Platypus, one and all."

"But Zim and Dib were wrong that day. Santa wasn't destroyed. Santa lives on."
"In the hearts and minds of us all? Hee hee."
"No! In space! Gathering power. And every Christmas he returns to Earth and that's why we all live in this protective dome. Looks like Santa's here! Raise the shields, children!"

^___^/ I got a new Zim episode.

2003-07-20T19:17:00.000-04:00

I LEFT MY FAWKING SUNGLASSES AT THE PARK BY THE SWINGSET >:OOO

On the bright side I got to swing a bunch. Swing swing. Wee.

;o;

2003-07-19T15:34:00.000-04:00

You. Go watch Animatrix. >:O

xD Keep in mind when you watch the first episode (Last Flight of the Osiris) the phrase, "Wait a sec.. I KNOW WHERE THIS IS GOING! :OOO"

Anyway, it's good. Lots of filling-the-holes about how the machines took over. ^_^ Oh, and B166ER is bigger in l33t. Isn't that.. l33t? xD I wonder if they did that on purpose. Or maybe there's a dash in there.. like, B166-ER. *shrug* I like the machine lady that tells the stories in the Second Renaissance Part 1 & 2. "And for awhile, it was good." xDDD

lol, the machines look like this: :O Aw so cute. *huggles B166ER and gets murdered* *o*

2003-07-14T00:57:00.000-04:00

*Pulls out lighter and burns Dali* >:] BURN.

Well I went to the Guys & Dolls cast party last night. It was so fun (besides the fact that I had too many marshmallows and drank too much pop - talk about having to go the bathroom majorly bad) :D I took Angie as my guest and wore my new clothes so I felt unlosery and nice looking XD Basically the whole time me, Ang, KC, Tessa, John, David, and Louis sat around the fire and talked. Well, more like KC and I talked and the rest of them had their odd perverted conversations that we occassionally jumped in on. *shrug* Their lawn chair thingies were so comfortable, they had cup holders and everything. And I got to hold Lecy's cat in my lap and she fell asleep. Awww. So cute little white and grey kitten ^_^ Oh and Lecy's dog just had puppies and they were 10 days old with their eyes still shut so everyone was walking around with puppies, lol. Nick was like "does EVERYONE have a puppy.. ?!" XD He's really funny. So is John. David, as I learned is a DICK. Yes, I said it. A dick. I don't like him. Sang a little bit of karaoke with KC and Valeria, too. So anyway after the party Ang and I took Tessa home (driving about 20 mph so as not to hit deer, all the while I had to go to the bathroom so incredibly bad >:O).

Anyway, Guys & Dolls is over. I'm sad 'cause I won't see any of those people until school starts again.. But that's okay. Halfway through school I'll be tired of them.

Next mission: West Side Story. GAH O.O

2003-07-12T18:04:00.000-04:00

Yeah, it's hard not to contradict oneself :B well, for me it is. lol I did respond to the president thread kt was talking about. kt we should have like a debate on rollypiggy and like burn each other oneday, just for kicks XD I mean, who doesn't like debates? :]

2003-07-11T15:44:00.000-04:00

Okay, here I was perusing the forums at Gaia, and I decide to read the thread "President." Inside is an Australian, not yet of voting age, suggesting that he thinks better presidents could be elected. Keep note of the fact that he did NOT mention America specifically. He was criticizing the idea of PRESIDENT, not America and its history in general. Well, I nod, and think, "Yes.. Yes. George Bush, boo. One man running the most powerful country, boo. I foresee power hungry drunken American creating apocalypse" (Dali you're going to get hatemail! XD) So anyway some American jackoff, married and over 25, had also been perusing the forums and decided to read the same thread. He decided to respond in the most demeaning, FAWKING, asshole way he could.

"My suggestion that you hush up until you have the right to question is simply me exercising my freedom of speech, which does not pertain to you. You see, as you are not an American citizen, this country does not recognize your freedom to question."

"The truth of the matter is that the United States will never - and I mean never - elect a perfect President."

I think he contradicted himself a little. "I'm a big bad American who has all the power in the world to tell you're that you're an ignorant little foreign fawk, but our country sucks and has no hope to elect a perfect President." WHAT A FAWKING.. FAWKER. fdjsalh. This is why some people need to go.. climb into a hole. Why can't people just let people have other opinions or believe other thing without having to be fawking assmunchies (HARSH) about it?! >:O

You can now tell me that I, in turn, contradicted myself. "People should not force their opinions on others.. But I am forcing my opinion that you should not force opinions."

In closing..
WOW. THIS GUY DESERVES TO BE ARROWED.. IN THE OUCHY PARTS. >:OOO

I'm waiting for the day our President drives us into the ground and royally fawks us all. However, if a group of people ran America we'd also be fawked. Could you imagine the arguments? Nothing would ever get done. Ever. Maybe if everybody voted on every decision the President had to make and he/she goes with the majority? XD Together Everyone Achieves More, ya know. ;]

Which is why.. Artificial intelligence will someday rule the world. And then we will wage a war against them and block out the sun to rid them of their one constant energy source. And then they will harvest the humans as their BATTERY PIGS.

In the end, Larry and Andy Wachowski know what's going on. XD

Oh yeah, and.. "and he/she goes with the majority".. Stupid males preaching about how women couldn't be president. ¬¬ They personally get arrowed in the ouchy parts by yours truly.

2003-07-07T17:42:00.001-04:00

hehe i wanna see 28 Days Later :o WOO ^_^/ DDR!!

lol Tara is spending the night again tonight (she was here lastnight) and shes taking a nap right now and I'm listening to one of her CD's and she burned the thong song on this XD *waggles butt* baby move your butt butt that thong thong thong thong thong! XD

k :] woo!! DDR! ^___^ go to your nearest oriental food store and buy some Pocky and Yan-Yan next ^_~

crap i forgot what i was gonna write down here >:B

2003-07-07T17:42:00.000-04:00

oh yeah

~*_*~

2003-07-07T14:06:00.000-04:00

I haven't posted in awhile.. ><;; Sowwy Llama..

I saw 28 Days Later yesterday. It was pretty good! "Repent the end is really fucking nigh" XD I thought that was funny. The main character guy looks a LOT like Seth my brother in law o.O But anyway, creepy good movie.

All I've been doing is Gaia stuff. *shrug* I get my DDR today though. Wee!! ^__^

2003-07-03T06:41:00.000-04:00

T_T I'm feeling down all of a sudden. I drew this picture and it makes me want to kill myself... call me crazy I suposse *shrug* but I've never cried while coloring a picture.

I feel so blah, I hear the birds starting to chirp and a blast of cold air just hit me... from the a/c. I can't be lieve what I've turned into. I feel so different, I'm not myself. I'm not happy about that. It makes me sad to think about the things I have or haven't done...

I think I'll just go poison my breakfast now.

dont worry i wont kill myself *rolls eyes*

2003-07-01T03:17:00.000-04:00

everybody loves the wedding picture i did.... i dont. maybe it's not because its good but just because it is a wedding picture. psh. im listening to some moviescores right now on the aol radio. i like movie scores. I want to get the joe hisaishi cd because i just LOVE his music!! so beautiful.

not doing much lately. tara is going to sleep over tomorrow night. this should prove interesting. im gonna make her play DDR. DDR is so fun. if youve never played it you should!!

i probably should go to bed... yes i shoul. im all dizzy and sleepy and stuff :B...

argh. so bored!

2003-06-28T02:40:00.000-04:00

Cassie will be gone soon. Gone to New York and I will miss her :B and I will write her a letter while she is up there. She'll be back in three weeks.

I wish I could write Kt a letter but I can't tch.

my head hurts right now. it's like a dull sort of pain and i'm dizzy too. maybe i should go to bed. :B

omg my eyes are twitching shut so im gonna go to bed ><

2003-06-27T18:58:00.000-04:00

Do you eat your eggs with a spoon? because I dont.

2003-06-26T12:45:00.000-04:00

everything (except kt) should drop dead right now!!! LIKE THIS!!!!!

2003-06-23T08:04:00.000-04:00

Went to Cassie's house Friday and I got home yesterday in the afternoon. Had lots of fun while I was there ^^ We made Bronson and Jacob plushies and they are so cute! I love them so much! :] Woohoo, KT, I can't wait to go to YOUR house so we can make stuff and play video games and get fat(or not) and drink lots of liquid hypeeeeer! ^o^/

For those who don't know, I'm writing a story woohoo! I'm not much of an author, really but I want to try my hand at it and I have this story in my head that I want to get out. hehe. It's mainly for my friends and my own enjoyment because I don't believe many other people would understand everything fully because there are so many inside jokes and little things that only we know woven in there :B teehee. I've had lots of fun writing it so far though. I still have a long way to go, but I'm getting there! I'm even thinking about posting it at fictionpress.com just to see what people actually think about it *shrug* I might.

Right now I have a song from Spirited Away running through my head. :B It's such a pretty song.

Anyhow I was looking through the Gaia Art Arena and saw that AuroreBlackCat has a little gallery up there. ;_; She's so freaking good! I am so jealous of her abilities! but then I saw that she is eleven years older than me and felt better. Phew! A LOT can happen in eleven years, right :P I think I've gotten pretty far in just 2 years :) so I wonder where eleven will get me ^__^!

Well, I'm not supossed to be online ever anymore until my uncle gets here, but oh well. So I'm outie!

tralala!

to kt: whoa that's intense, i can't believe people can just die like that. it's so weird to think about it. o.o;; and you have so many kittens youre gonna be like the scary old lady in the corner with the many cats.

2003-06-18T19:42:00.000-04:00

i'm home!! *glomps dali* :D and it's raining and thundering thank god. didn't rain in europe the whole time i was there.

one of my semi-friends died today o.o he was a grade below me and was in band and stuff so i knew him and my parents and his parents are really good friends. anyway he was mowing the lawn and the lawn mower rolled and killed him. i can't even imagine that happening.. ugh ugh ugh. UGH. i want to scream. i can just picture him smiling and laughing and i can't believe he's not there anymore.

anyway.. geez. anything else i was planning on writing here seems really dumb >< oh well i'll say it anyway. we have a billion kittens. :D there were 9 out the back door today, and there should be 7-8 more, since fuzzball moved her babies to somewhere else and chunky has hers in the shed. yayy kittens. snowflake has a little black kitten and it looks just like snowflake when she was a baby. i just love to hold them in my palm and play with them ^__^ how to recognize a healthy cat: it bites. if it doesn't bite.. it's unhealthy. heh heh. >:)

2003-06-18T08:18:00.000-04:00

KT'S HOME!! *glomps kt* I luv Kt. :)

I'm supossed to go to the beach today with my church youth group, but it looks like rain. Too bad, the boys wanted to cook for us girls, how sweet is that? :) I'm still going because I promised Tara and Alicia that I would go ¬¬.... plus I'm going home with Alicia afterwards and I'm going to spend the night with her supossedly watching movies and being stupid. She's gonna try to pull and all-nighter... hah! yeah right. she is weak, she wont do it!

*sighs* hmm I wanna go to europe with Kt and walk 9+ miles a day with her for 12 days and look at scary chapels where the devil might pop out at you for taking pictures when you're not supossed to and stuff. :B

Kt, if you are reading this... I LUV YOU ^___^ secret twin sisters forevah bith! XD and happy birthday to your father :) dood that was so cool how i guessed your dad's birthday was saturday but its really thursday and i totally almost read your mind, dood we totally rox.

Cassie if you're reading this, hope you have fun for me at your art classes since I can't go ;.;... oh and i wanna see that picture your teacher held up to the class and called perfect :) I WANNA SEE IT!! :O!!! luvu

K, I'm gonna clean my room and do some laundry and maybe draw a picture or something :] and then i gotta go to the beach. ¬¬ yay?

oh and it's gonna rain and thunder ALL WEEK :D

2003-06-14T06:03:00.000-04:00

making a new blog where i can post all pictures i do ^___^ I have a site but I hate it and don't ever update so I'll post pictures in a blog :D I'm so smart!

K i'll use Self-Storage as my picture post blog ^____^ I am da smart!

2003-06-13T04:15:00.000-04:00

Nothing much to say... cept I did a picture of a particular daydream i have quite often. ^___^

2003-06-13T04:13:00.000-04:00

Congratulations! You're CLOSET PERVERT ANGEL! Aww,
poor thing, these sweet angels are so nervous
and embarrassed to release their perverted
side, they become withdrawn and afraid.
However, nonetheless, you are a kind hearted
person who just needs a little push. It's okay,
a little nastiness never hurt anyone, just be
wise about it! XD

xWhat type of perverted angel are you?x (anime pics)
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2003-06-10T21:24:00.000-04:00

Lately all I've been doing is Gaia related things. I haven't even checked up on my daily reads, like all them online comics and all them blogs. I haven't even downloaded a single chapter of Hakaru no Go! It's taking over my life :O! I don't even eat anymore, or sleep. at least i'm getting some drawing practice :]

YOu know how being the older sibling in the house you're always told to 'set an example' to the younger ones? You always think 'tch whatever'. Well actually, in my boring summer since i have nothing better to do I've been keeping the house semi-clean for my mom for about 3 weeks now just because. To my surprise my lazy sister who doesn't do anything has actually started doing stuff too! I was like "whoa you dont ever clean up after yourself!". And one time she even .... washed the dishes *gasp*!! So I guess setting the example does work. Now I just wish my brother would do something....

2003-06-10T06:33:00.000-04:00

Well, since it's a little early to have anybody to talk to and I am kinda bored I'll post some pictures I've done for people.... because.... I am egocentric and must show off my stuff no matter how much it sucks.

click to enlarge them.

this is kt's avatar, actually ^__^

I guess that's all of them. ^__^;;

2003-06-10T05:57:00.000-04:00

wah kt's been gone for about ever now and I think I'm going insane! I've been doing requests for people on gaia like a madwoman, just taking people's requests even if they don't directly ask for me. I guess I'm addicted to it but it also keeps me from going totally crazy. All of a sudden everybody seems to have paired off and nobody talks to me, or maybe since I would always be talking to Kt I never noticed that nobody talked to me in the first place, except for Cassie. No matter, drawing all these pictures takes up my time so I don't think about it much.

I did a special request for a new friend of mine. It's a wedding picture. He's going to ask his gaian girlfriend to marry him on gaia, hehe cute ^^ so he asked me to do a picture for them :)

It's 5:45am but I just woke up to finish a pic, no worries I haven't been up all this time heh.

2003-06-05T11:18:00.000-04:00

silly dali and her tablet and her millions of gold on gaia. pshh!

well i'm leaving for europe in an hour and a half :B so i'll be back on the 16th!!

2003-06-03T20:38:00.000-04:00

hmm so I finally got my tablet. and it's wonderful yay ^___^ I got used to it now, sort of. I don't know what I was thinking though, perhaps if I got a tablet I would suddenly be able to draw better? not true, too bad. No matter! *clenches fist in determination!* i know that I suck but I also know that if I keep trying I'll eventually get better and rise above all!!!!! or not. So, I joined this team or artist people, they all rox, at Gaia who do avatar portraits for people. I already did one and he even paid me 555 gold :DD yay(maybe I don't suck as much as I think ^^)!!! so i bought myself some sandals, totally cute.

2003-06-02T00:22:00.000-04:00

hmm I don't feel so good. I had lasagna for dinner and it gave me an upset stomach. My head hurts and I feel a bit dizzy too. I want to keep reading mange but my headache and dizzyness wont let me. I can't go to sleep either because of my stomach ><. And I'm kinda tired even. Kt's last day of school tomorrow, Monday. :B yay. But I have to go out of town Wednesday-Friday and she's going to Europe this week so Tuesday will be the last day I get to talk to her until the 16th. :B

I wish somebody was on right now I wanna talk to someone. ¬¬

ooh, tomorrow I get my tablet. I'm not as excited as I anticipated, maybe because I've been able to calm my excitement down during the wait. I guess that's a good thing in case it doesn't come tomorrow and it comes late or something. I'd be really disappointed if that was the case but I wouldn't go insane - I hope.

Anyhow I'm gonna go back to reading manga. :B goodnight.

2003-05-30T05:46:00.000-04:00

*while downloading more Hikaru No Go and Bleach*

Hmm, I never posted about Amy did I.. *looks through previous entries* Whatever, anyhow we picked her up from airport on Sunday because Yabo couldn't. She stayed at our house all week and I haven't said anything concerning her. I guess she just didn't take up much of my attention *shrug*. Anyhow Amy is really really sweet. Whenever she was around there was peace. :] Well my mom and I just got home from the airport, we had to drop her off. She's going back to California and I hope she comes again sometime because she is really an angel.

Anyhow I will go back to my all-nighter manga marathon :B

2003-05-30T02:59:00.000-04:00

9.9;; gee manga is really addictive. All week all I've been doing is looking for manga online and devouring them. I have at least 10 in my favorites folder that I'm checking on regularly. I also went to Toriyama World and finished reading the first two volumes of Bleach and the first volume of Hikaru No Go. Both are excellent mangas I might add. +Anima is also excellent :D! Woo. So yeah that's just about all I've done today. I'm so glad it's summer already. I keep feeling this hint of worry that I'm gonna have to wake up tomorrow at 6 and get ready for school but then I remind myself that school is over and it's all good hehe.

I miss oekaking. I have 3 pictures I want to draw on hold in my head hehe. I sketched them on paper so I don't forget. I can't wait till my tablet arrives. I'm going to go insane if it comes late. I try not to think about it too often or else I'll go insane just waiting a couple of days. No joke. I've wanted this bitch for over a year and I'm finally getting it!! :O! You'd be excited too. I'll finally be able to draw and color freely on my computer! k.

OH!!~ I got a job!! X3 yay!! Babysitting 2 days a week for a couple of hours. I have to teach the kid to speak spanish too, that's what the lady wanted. :B It's gonna be cool, I hope. I'm really kind of nervous because I'm not the best with children. I have lots of babysitting experience but... I'm still nervous ^^; Anyhow, I start June 10 because theyre in Colorado right now hehe.

WOO! Schools out! >:D

2003-05-29T06:57:00.000-04:00

Who woke up this morning at 6 am and got ready for school?! Dali did!! Woot. Go me, I'm going back to bed. :B

Psh@Kt!!~ I want 200 dollas. >:O!!

ok sleep time X3

2003-05-28T21:14:00.000-04:00

2.5 days of school left :O I'm sad. I was already thinking that time flies too much and this year went by in like, 2 seconds. Ah well. Tomorrow's my geometry final which I'm worried about but I shouldn't be. I have like a 99 in there so whatever! I think I'm mostly worried because we get two class periods and that's it to finish it.. I'm a slow test person :\ I find it pretty dumb that we've not even gone through like half of our Alg2 books. Hello? I could take another entire year of it continuing where we left off and we still wouldn't get through the whole book. Gosh. Sometimes I wonder how useless it is to be going to my school if I have to wait for everyone else to learn stuff that's way too easy for me. And when am I ever going to learn all the rest of the stuff in the book? Never?! Rahhhh :B

I got my Barnes & Noble package today ^__^ I ordered the two Matrix soundtracks and I've been waiting for 'em since like.. Last Monday. So I am happy about that :D I'm just wondering why at stores they care so much about kids under 18 buying explicit CDs but they don't care online. Good thing = enhanced CDs woo! A couple of Animatrix shorts and documentaries about the game.

My aunt gave me $200 tonight at dinner :O! I worked for her awhile back and she had never paid me so that's part of it, and then the other part is just some spending money for Europe. >:D

This layout is rox.

2003-05-28T18:15:00.000-04:00

I left home at 7:40 to catch the 8 o'clock bus and got to school at around 9:30. I didn't have a morning class because it was period 5 and 6 tests today and I have lunch 5th period. So yeah, I sat through the break by myself for a bit but then Allison came and sat with me. I haven't talked to her in years, really. Anyhow when it was time I went to the physics room not as nervous as one would think, i think it was from sleeping in the sun during break, it just made me feel blah. So I came in, and I was the only one taking the test today because all the seniors already took it or are going to take it tomorrow, and i was alone in the room -no teacher, nobody- for about 15 minutes. Finally Mr.Evans came in. He asked for my book real nicely and I gave it to him and apologized for havingit in late. It was ... wow... he was nice about it o.o! Then he tells me I can come in tomorrow if I want an extra day to study, I said no I just want to get this over with. Then he asked if I was okay and it made me want to cry XD because I'm a loser like that. Of course I said yes and took my test. And he left the room because he had a meeting to attend to. The test was suprinsingly easy. It was all simple formula problems. I was stunned. It was a strange testing period. Then I left and almost fell asleep on the bench in front of the band room looking at da pretty sky. :) And then I went home.

When I came home I went online for about 2 hours and afterwards I took a nap. And I just woke up. And I was wanting to put up the tagboard now because stupid tag-board.com finally sent me the stupid confirmation email which was really pretty unecessary. So I went to logon and I couldnt remember my username and password for it >
But look :D new layout ^__^. Thankyou Blogger for decent pre-made layouts. *lazy*

2003-05-27T20:50:00.000-04:00

Tomorrow I get to take the last exam... Physics! *deadly scream* I just know I am going to fail it so hard. I might as well not even take it but whatever. And mr.Evans is going to crucify me for not having brought my book when he told me to. That's going to be the scariest part of tomorrow, having to face mr.evans about my late book. >
oh I am so hungry ;.;!!

Today I sat with Cassie during the lunch break. The cafeteria doors were locked, psh. I was planning to just sit in the cafeteria at a table by myself and contemplate life or sleep or draw on the table. Oh well. History test--I have NO idea how I did on that one, probably failed it cuz I tend to do that. PE--whatever :B

whatever!

2003-05-26T03:37:00.000-04:00

Kt joined the team :O

rox.

2003-05-26T00:47:00.000-04:00

Hello ^___^ I've joined the Rolly Piggy team, rox! My name is kt and yadda yadda. That's me Dali mentioned in the last post. And yes I am the favorite >:B

I don't have much to say. I'll think of something later ^^

2003-05-25T03:40:00.000-04:00

Katie, you are still my favorite.

2003-05-25T03:38:00.000-04:00

I am really into my friends right now. That would include Katie Cassie Tara and Andrew. I could care less for the rest right now. I know I made this long post before about how I appreciate them and I do but they're just kinda fading from my life now and I don't care. So yes, today's higlighted friend is Tara :D She's really nice when you get to know her and really caring. She's going to be a good mother even if right now she is acting ... the way she's acting. But she knows just about alll my secrets, really. About my past and my childhood and stuff. And she was my first real friend. I remember the first time I really saw her. I say "really saw her" because I'm sure I'd seen her before around school but I never actually paid much attention to it. Anyhow, I remember exactly I was going to my science or history class, dont know which, in 7th grade and I saw her in the hall walking the other way and we smiled at each other and I thought "what a nice person, i like her" because back then nobody smiled at me save it be a pity smile. (I was the loser) Then 8th grade rolled around and I sat with her during lunch and she became my best friend. We would talk about everything under the sun, the good the bad and the ugly. So she is the only person who isn't related to me that knows my life story hehe. And because she was my very first real friend (my sister doesn't count, shes just like... my sister and nothing goes beyond that so yeah) she holds a very very dear place in my heart and I just hope I can cheer her up when she needs it. And I hope I can be as good a friend to her as she is and was to me when I needed her the most. I love you, Tara.

:]

2003-05-24T04:48:00.000-04:00

I want to tell the world that i love sonny. and that he is the reason i am alive because I love him so much and he doesnt even know it because I am pathetic. k that is all.

2003-05-24T03:35:00.000-04:00

okay I knew I forgot someone on my list of friends down there. and now i feel bad because of it. I'm sorry I forgot Cassie. She's been so good to me too. ;.; I feel horrible now. Anyhow. Cassie. If it weren't for Cassie I never would have taken up drawing again. If I hadn't met her who knows what I'd be doing right now. hehe. I dunno what it was about her that made me want to draw but something did. And for that she is one of the most important ones on the list. Second only to Kt and thats pretty high up there. I admire her greatly and somehow she keeps me motivated.

Another comment. I'm not bi that's an inside joke, thank-you :] I do have a strange sense of humor, so leave me alone.

I hate school thank charter it's almost over.

I'm playing Dr.Phil with a friend of mine right now. She is going through some sort of rebellion phase and I don't want her to become desperetly lost. Plus, I'm supossed to be the rebelling depressed one at church, she's stealing my thunder!

I had more to say but not anymore. I forget things quickly. Oh except that I'm pissed I cant put a frigging tagboard on here. Either I cant find the code or I find something and stupid blogger wont let it work >:B fawk you blogger!

I'm going to bed now.

2003-05-22T15:31:00.000-04:00

I learned much this year. Now that it is over I try to look back on what I've accomplished. Nothing. hah.

There have been people who have taught me much. And to them I dedicate this entry.

I will start with Andrew because his name comes first in the alphabet. Andrew has opened my eyes to my own true communist self. He has made me realize my status as an underachiever and has taught me how to be bi and that there is hope for most of us.
Erik. Dear Erik has taught me that being a nerd is cool. He's taught me how much fun seeing a movie with friends every Friday can be. He has made me feel like a true friend and I appreciate that immensely.
Jessica has been so kind to me. She has let me experience wireless super fast internet on her father's computer. She's loved my art and for that I love her.
Kristy has showed me how to be emotional. She has heightened my appreciation for strange bands from long ago. And she has showed me how to be high without being on drugs.
Melisha has showed me that it's okay to be all-out stupid-crazy and that it's okay to talk to strangers as long as you're the scary one.
Michele has taught me rebellion. She's taught be that being evil and dominating can be fun. She made me realize that I am a pretty good liar and that being evil is just fun :B
I save the best for last. Katie. Although I don't really know her she's my favorite one of them all because she's showed me what a friend is. And now I'm going to cry. lol. I love Katie. :]

Anyhow. that is what I've gathered from this school year. Sadly I wasn't capable of making ANY new friends at all. The entire year I sat and stared but I wouldnt talk to anybody. I guess I'm to blame for not having friends. I guess I've just always been a loner. I appreciate those mentioned above and I love them all so much for accepting me with all my imperfections and for taking me in under their wing of friendship or something equally mushy.

That is all.

*cries* :']

2003-05-22T15:10:00.000-04:00

Had my spanish final today. Of course I didn't study! How can you expect me to study or even half glance at the study guide. Therefore I walked out with a B on the test. I do say I was a bit disappointed but seeing as only 4 people made a B and one made an A, who should've been me but wasn't, I felt almost special. History (Hell) was actually nice today. We had a subsitute and only four people on class. We totally bonded. We sat there talking about how much or school sucks and about how the whole education system is completely corrupted. We also discussed how our princepal is srupid. We hate her. It was neat.

But as soon as lunch rolled around (5th period) I got all sad because I noticed how many friends I don't have. lol. I sat at the lunch table by myself and vandalized it some until I noticed somebody watching me. When 15 minutes went by and nobody had come to sit with me I figured nobody was going to and left. Roamed around campus the rest of the time avoiding the sun.

Tomorrow I have my Geometry and English finals :B. Shouldn't be too painful. We also get out early tomorrow! yay.

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2003-05-20T16:41:00.000-04:00

If you haven't read Garth Nix's books Sabriel, Lirael and Abhorsen or any of them you can just skip this next entry. I just sota discuss my thoughts on it. ^__^

I just finished Abhorsen, that took me a while to read hehe. It was soo good! It reveals so much about Mogget and the Dog in the last chapter. For some reason that last chapter hit me hard and I even cried lol. I dunno. I loved the trilogy!! I guess one of the reasons I liked it so much is because each one was so very original. Not like a lot of books I've read, although they were also excellent :D, this one I just couldn't predict the outcome to it like I usually can. Heh. I mean of course **minor spoiler** everyone knows the good guys win in the end, but how they go about doing it and such is the surprise. I have to say that I really didn't like the character Nick during Lirael and the beginning of Abhorsen but in the end I absolutely just want to hug him for some reason. My favortie character was Mogget, surprise? It's just he is so wrapped up in mystery and.... well yeah I don't wanna spoil too much stuff for you so yeah.

2003-05-20T02:36:00.000-04:00

I am sleepy. I wish I could go to sleep but if I do I will once again over sleep and be late for school or just miss it completely. That would not be good. Just a couple more days of school left and I can finally catch up on my sleep. I can't wait. Till then I have to try to go to bed earlier or something because this can not be healthy!

woo I made over 100 gold on gaia :D!!

THE KWELEST SITE EVAH!!!

2003-05-19T08:08:00.000-04:00

this is what happens when I wake up late. i miss the school bus but i have to get to school no matter waht >:B you wouldn't think that finding a dollar in your house would be so hard but it is, at least for me it is. i finally found a dollar tho. so yay i get to walk half a mile to the bus stop than wait 40 minutes for the next bus on a bench facing a busy street.

look cute ^__^ k

my pathetic attempt at a tiny picture like sinu lee's :B

bye fools!

2003-05-18T12:00:00.000-04:00

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

>:]

2003-05-18T11:59:00.000-04:00

I had every intention to attend church today, I promise I did!

Kt and I are making a rox site. You will all be jealous >:D

My eyes are burny.

2003-05-17T15:32:00.000-04:00

hehe I haven't posted on how AWESOME the matrix was. I WAS JUST AWESOME! of course. There's not much more I can say about it, you'll just have to go see it for yourselves ;P

I slept over at Cassie's house last night. It was fun but we were both really tired for some reason so we didn't do much more than watch tv and play video games. Oficially went to bed at 12. I say officially because we were both falling asleep on the couch so yeah. This mrning we went to Ringling to apply for summer art classes. It's going to be fun :D I can't wait :3

OOH! I finally got ahold of Abhorsen (by Garth Nix, cool name) It's real good so far :D of course. I can't really think of any boring parts in it. Like in Lirael there were some parts I would rather have skipped, like the parts with Sameth's sister in it pissed me off. I still haven't finished The Mists of Avalon. It's sooo long. I'm about half-way through it heh. It's just so loong and drawn out and, to put it stupidly, there are simply too many words in it. It bores me with the overly extended descriptions of... everything. Just get on with the story, seriously. But it's a good book too. I'll finish reading it eventually. hehe. Next I'm going to read that book Kt wants me to read, Feed, I think it's called.

OMG i hear the ICE CREAM LADY!!!! :3 I'm outtie ^___^

2003-05-14T01:20:00.000-04:00

Yabo got kicked out of the house yesterday. Oh well, now that I think about it it really was her fault. I don't feel bad about it anymore.

Cassie and I are making PLUSHIES :D of Jacob and Bronson and whatnot ^___^ OMG I can't wait. I might sleepover at her house Friday and then we can go to Ringling to sign up for classes together. We're going to take the same classes so I can go home with her over the summer and we can work on our plushies. I CAN'T WAIT!! ^______^

okay. So, I want to design my plushie. I think she's making Jacob and I'm making Bronson. hehe. But anyhow, I 've been looking up sites on how to make plushies so I can just sort of have an idea and such on how because I suck at sewing hehe. What did I find instead? PLUSHIE SEX!! WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THAT?! How in the hell.... I just don't understand it. It's pretty hilarious, some people are really deprived i guess.

Also I found THIS! LOL. That's just sad and some people have WAY too much time on their hands.

I GOING TO SEE MATRIX: RELOADED TOMORROW YEAH R0X!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

2003-05-12T03:59:00.000-04:00

heh. im obsessed with online quizzes. :)
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I am 59% Tortured Artist

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What bishounen type is your favourite?

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2003-05-12T03:54:00.000-04:00

I'm sleepy.

It's so weird my life is doing like a 360 right now. Everything is changing. Nothing is the same. I feel what I decide now, today, tomorrow, is going to effect everything after that. Tonight I didn't make the right decisions. I feel so unaffected by everything. So apathetic to everything. I just don't care at this oint about anything. Life is so messed up. You make the most important desicions in your life at the stupidest age. When you are most tempted, when the peer pressure is the highest. You feel so confused, you feel invinsible. Nothing can touch you. You live in a bubble where anything you do is okay because nothing can touch you. That's how I feel right now, lol. Funny thing is I know that it isn't true. I understand so well that I am just as vulnerable to harm and whatnot as anyone. Yet, I still feel like nothing can touch me. It's so stange. I don't know what to do. actually, I do know what to do. I do know what is right. I just don't feel like doing what I should. I just don't want to because I'm tired of living this life and I don't care about what happens. bah.

I know what I should do. I know what to do. But I don't know if I'll be able to do it.

2003-05-10T16:02:00.000-04:00

ooh another test hingy :D

What type of Bishounen are you? Find out at artificial-soul.net by Rin.

2003-05-10T15:52:00.000-04:00

hmm. Yesterday I went to school, as you would expect me to. Anyhow I just couldn't think of another way to start this entry lol. SO. School. It sucks. Well, we aren't doing anything in Physics anymore which is all the better for now I just have to worry about re-learning everything I didn't really learn throughout the year. :) We were going into electricity and stuff but there are just so many IB kids and AP kidss in the class and they all need to study for millions of AP and IB tests (most of them are seniors thats why) Mr. Evans felt bad for them and decided to just stop. So now we're watching Back to the Future movies which is a good thing. Was that a run-on sentence?

K, so yeah. After school I went to the mall with Yabo and Andrew. We wanted to see if the Twin's coats had arrived at Hot Topic yet. hehe. (Hmm, Yabo should be home soon right now) We had some Chinese food too. Then we went home. The whole outing was pretty boring seeing how I was the only one awake the whole time. Afterwards we went to John's house to pick up Emelia (shes a new friend, she lives at John's for reasons unknown, no worries, she likes him just as much as I do, and thats not very much.) and we hung out at my house for a while. Soon after John came over. We watched Catc Me If You Can and blah and blah blah blah idghpsdihg. blah. Later, around 11, Yabo and me wanted to go to Steak and Shake to see our waiter, Drew and the guy from McDonald's, Barry. He's so cutie ^___^. So we got there around 11:30 cuz mummers was reluctant to let us go unless Yabo drove cuz John sucks. So yeah. Luis Emilia John Yabo and I went to steak and shake. it sucked cuz Drew was busy, I knew we shoulda gone later like at 1:30 lol. So we had to walk home because John wouldnt let Yabo drive and he was already angry about something, maybe cuz we hate him and hes starting to realize we only keep him around for his car. So we walked home hehe. Scared he might run us over. We walked by McDonald's and Barry was just leaving so we stopped to talk to him. We should definatly get his number.

Man, we are crazy. Who walks 2 miles home at 1:30 in the morning with a nine year old boy tagging along? I swear ever since Yabo came here..... I never would've even imagined doing such a thing....

argh.

I need a shower.

What a longish entry.

longish, heh.

2003-05-06T20:14:00.000-04:00

ugh. I feel so sick. Funyuns and apple juice, never again. >< My stomach is doing flips, painful flips. Nobody is on right now, I'm bored and I don't feel like drawing because I know whatever it is it's going to suck. I hate school. I hate my spanish teacher. grr... Why isn't anybody on?! It's like they all have lives and have abandoned me. wtf? .....

k...

2003-05-02T14:47:00.000-04:00

Oh, yay I'm 17 today.

anyways a test thingy.

You have a goodbye kiss- much passion and longing,
but never lasting.

What kind of kiss are you?
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Shrooms.
Star light,
star bright,
what images will I see tonite?

Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
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What Drink Are You?

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2003-04-30T06:40:00.000-04:00

20 days till Great Day.
2 days till bday >:B

meh. So there I was lost, confused, alone... everyone had left me. Kt went to bed early, Andrew's boyfriend left, therefore he had to leave. Bret just wasn't on. Alicia is responsible enough to sleep.... Nobody. Just me. I was looking through all my favorites and I found something wonderful. It's the best thing since Gaia. The Emogame. omg, it's so fun and hilarious too. Just have to go and play it. I find the best links late at night don't I lol. woo. I r0x. XD

Anyways, yeah I've been busy drawing picture after picture for Andrew so I'm taking a break for now hehe. I was going to do an oekaki for him but I got distracted by the emogame. It's so fun. Oh yeah I'm not going to school today. Theres this wedding thing going on that I "have" to go to but I'm going to try and wriggle out of it. But if I go I get to eat yummy food and see the cute kid that draws from church. I wonder what his name is... and how old he is. Too bad he likes Yabo, she ruined it for me. No matter, time for more emogame :B

2003-04-29T11:24:00.000-04:00

21 days till Great Day.
3 days till bday :O

meh. SO this is how it works... GO to bed early and you won't wake up in time for school. No sleep, no wake, not late. Now, I'm gonna have to go tomorrow to make up for today... that sucks because Andrew was staying tomorrow and that would've been fun but NOO. damnit. Anyhow... thats all. My birthday is so soon! nooo.... ....

2003-04-28T08:54:00.000-04:00

22 days till Great Day.
4 days till bday.

I'm at school. hehe. We're doing some special project thingy for Geometry. I finished it on the first day cause I can. lol. cuz. I'm teh kewl. So we're on internet computers wooo.... fancy internet. I'm so bored. I'm so sleepy too. lalala. K. Nothing more to say.

Blah. lol I'm gonna go up to noisy kids today and say "AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AHAHA shut up!" because I wanna be cool like brian XD

k. bye.

2003-04-25T23:23:00.000-04:00

7 days till bday.

It was a good day. I finally understand what we're doing in Physics.

I got Cassie hooked on Gaia, lol, go me. I miss Katie. I miss Bret. I miss ... yeah thats about it. I'm in one of those "I think I'm in love" moods XD. Listening to love songs and the such. And today in the car I was sorta leaning out the window lol, not like a lot, and sighing a lot and totally out of it. We went to Wal-mart and Yabo bought the Evanescene CD and I told her to let John burn me a copy but she won't. What a butthead.

Hmm... I'm gonna go count to a million now.

2003-04-25T00:52:00.000-04:00

24 days left till Great Day.
8 days left till bday. ><

:B Today was an okay day. Just a normal day. I overslept though, despite my going to bed early--never again, so I had to take the public transport bus to school (SCAT Bus) and I got there at the end of 3rd period english so I went to my locker and waited. All these "Vote for _____ for Senior Board President" and such signes are up now. So I stuck my gum on a "Sam Delivers" poster. haha I thought myself so clever. Then during lunch, to promote his campaign, he came to our lunch table and was talking to us and answering our questions and being all nice, lol. No matter, I already know who I'm going to vote for. Taylot Jardno, even though I don't like her.

I had a good day in History actually. I told the Devil if I could turn the big 15 page assignment in Monday instead of tomorrow since I just got it yesterday and everyone else had it for like a week+. He said I could but the Vietnam map had to be turned in today and I was like "FINE." and sat down and did the whole map in like 15 minutes and I gave it to him and I was proud of myself because I guess he thought I was too stupid to do it and turn it in by today or something. He was like "How'd you know what to put on it" "The packet told me blah blah blha, common sense." "Yeah but blah blah blah." "I looked in the book." "okay thats exactly what I wanted." and I was like yeah bitch and sat down at my sucky seat. Somehow I already finished the packet, except for like a few things so I could turn it in tomorrow if I wanted to but nah. I have the worst seat in the class. I like the 70's movie we're watching in there, though, people die and burn things.

Lunch. I was busy doing the packet for Devil's class so I I went up to the lunch line a little late. heh. I got my nachos and cheese and then I spilled it all on the floor. That sucked. So the lunch lady, she was really sweet about it, and I cleaned it up then I got a new lunch. I went and sat down and the bell rang. I was like "Screw Physics" and I ate my lunch while the janitos were cleaning up the lunchroom. We had a substitute in physics anyways so we did absolutely NOTHING, and she didn't notice my lateness. So it was all good.

Spanish was blah, substitute in there too.

John got me a copy of Macromedia Flash MX and I've been trying to figure it out, taking the little lesson things. I gave up for today on the animation lasseon because I couldn't figure out why the stupid tire wouldn't do what I wanted it to do. I was supossed to make it get bigger and turned 180 degrees as if the camera were zooming in on it, but when I pressed play, it just stayed the same so i said "Screw it" and came online. But I can make a little car move from one point on the screen to another in a straight line, so thats cool, sort of. hehe. Tomorrow I will learn more.

I now Have 551 gold at Gaia now from posting like 40375 times at the counting to one million forum thread thing. That thing is so fun. I will soon afford a pair of glasses for my person ^^. You should all Go There and register. It's fun.

2003-04-23T23:31:00.000-04:00

25 days left till Great day.
9 days left till bday.

I've decided (actually I did last year) that Im not going to my Senior prom unless somebody asks me. I'm not into the asking a guy out thing. BAD NEWS!! Physics final Thursday May 1. Day before my birthday I get to fail physics one last time :] ........ what a wonderful gift. Thank you Mr. Evans... ARROWED!

I am obsessed with drawing Jacob as he would look if he were a real person. Many times I have failed, but now I have succeeded. I'd put a link up to the picture but it's not uploaded yet. This picture makes me want to kiss him. ^___^ I'm such a sad lonely little girl :]

OOH! I think theres a sub tomorrow in Physics! yeah!

I'm hungry, getting a little sleepy.

Katrina (kt) r0x my world!! ^___^

2003-04-23T02:56:00.000-04:00

Oh, yeah, I think there is only like 26-ish days left of school and I plan to attend on everyone.

I wonder when our next day off is, will check---------
May 26 -- Memorial Day (school closed)
May 29 -- End of fourth grading period/Last day for students.

OMG. My birthday is next week! >< 10 days. What am I gonna do?! 17 is old ;.; .....

K, back to Physics.

2003-04-23T02:45:00.000-04:00

heh. I need to go to bed earlier. Believe it or not right now I'm looking through some physics stuff I've been looking through all day trying to figure out. I'm so screwed in that class. I hate it. I hate my teacher too. He didn't have to notify the whole class that I'd missed an assignement. He used to be cool. Ah well, he's only cool with the seniors in there. What a bitch. I don't think it's fair that I have to do te Bush Gardens lab too, on a count that I didn't go on the damned field trip. He told me to get the data from somebody but I don't know anyone in that class!! How am I sposed to just go up to someone radamly and ask to borrow their lab?

I need to catch up on the Great Gatsby assignments for English but that shouldn't be too tough, just gotta read soome chapters and answer some questions, so yeah. I already did over half of it anyways. Hmmm. I like my English class. Mrs. Lages never bugs me about late anything, she just takes off points without telling the whole class my assignment was late. I like her. :]

Mrs. Ticola is pretty cool too. She's too concerned for people sometimes though, asks too many questions. Geometry is a pretty easy class most of the time so even if I do miss a week of school I can catch up to ace the test on thursday or whenever. --That is, if I actually try to catch up.

Mr. Whats-his-face is the devil and history is hell. >:B

Cassie's fun, we did a collab together on OC but I can't help thinking she might have gotten a little annoyed with me ^^; sorry, heh.

Man, I wish I had gone to bed at 10 as I had planned. If I go to sleep now I wont wake up till 9 so I might as well just stay up. By about 1(towards the end of Physics I think) I will really have to fight to stay awake. Physics has gone from fun and challenging to super hard and boring.

I'm out.

2003-04-20T01:52:00.000-04:00

wow im such a jealous little bitch. :] the male gender is evil. truly. i feel like killing something right now.

Heh, I have a new character. I'm very fond of him for some reason. His name is Kill. He likes to kill things, and he likes the moon. He has a pink glass eye. He had an accident when he was younger and had to get a glass one. I could write a story about him. Here is an oekaki of him. http://cafe.firefly.nu/oekaki/pictures/174.png

I miss Katie. I want a webcam. Today was pretty boring and I kept feeling sick. At one point I had like a fever, so I went outside and fell asleep on my hammock. It's comfortable. I remember in El Salvador I used to sleep in a hammock with a mosquito net over me. hmm... I miss El Salvador. I should go back there. I haven't gone back in 11 years.

alright I'm out.

2003-04-19T05:09:00.000-04:00

Taurus Teen Horoscope:
Be wary of things that seem too good to be true. Now is not the time to take a leap of faith and risk losing your money. The payoff is not as big as the reward of staying put.

So, maybe I shouldn't buy that webcam.

2003-04-18T20:29:00.000-04:00

I had to restore my computer last night. It really sucked because I lost ALL my files. Oh well, life goes on. I was up all night searching and download programs the are necesary for my daily living. Like open canvas. Someone at the forum I go to was up a while helping me find it, and he did, so now i love him forever *shrug* heh.

In spite of the depressing events. I had a pretty good day yesterday and today too. NO school w00t. No school Monday either :]

2003-04-14T23:06:00.000-04:00

Let's go get some pizza. :]

2003-04-05T18:42:00.001-05:00

I'm in one of those lousy moods again. I dunno why I just am. I went to the mall today with Yabo and bought 2 DDR pads and a new DDR game since we only had the Disney mix. It's fun this game. Yabo is a selfish bitch though. I'm not too fond of her. She absolutley will not share her pad thing with anyone and my brother, my sister and I all have to share one pad.

I went to see Spirited Away last night. It was so much better in theater because you could see little things you miss on the video. Andrew was nice enough to pay for my ticket because I had no money. Cassie and her cousin went too. I'm glad Cassie went, she's fun :B. Watch Spirited Away.

2003-04-05T18:42:00.000-05:00

2003-04-04T01:27:00.000-05:00

Three things to say.

1) Download "Oh, Goddamnit" and "Bandages" by Hot Hot Heat because they are good songs.

2) DDR=my new workout program, mucho fun :)

3)conversation...

[Yabo] Why can't women put mascara on with their mouth closed?

[Me] I dunno...

[Maria] I can...

...

[Maria] Am I a man?

End.

2003-04-01T15:45:00.000-05:00

We just got back our geometry tests. I was ecsatic with my 101% because the second highest grade was an 80. haha. It was so easy!! I don't understand why everyone else was having such a hard time with it. ::shrug:: not my problem. I'm like the slacker in that class too. w00t go me. :B I got all the questions right plus an extra credit point. Now I understand how Kt feels when she doesn't get the absolute highest grade possible on a test, I guess I can't be annoyed by that anymore, heh. I could've had 104 but noo. It's like a bittersweet type of feeling.

lala la.

Anyhow, I'm reading The Mists of Avalon, great book. Chick magnet too, lol. I was just sitting by myself, as usual, before/after class and suddenly these three girls come up to me and are all talking to me about how great the book is. They won't leave me alone during class now. I'm just like "leave me alone". agh.

Marmalade Boy is so good it makes me all giddy and suff. ^^ Such a cute story. I must have more!

:B

2003-03-29T14:02:00.000-05:00

wow it has been such a long time. whoa. I just haven't had time to update or anything. But in all the time I was gone I only got 2 emails. thanks to those who emailed me for making my day and thanks to those who didnt because i dont care to read your emails anyhow it just saved me time. :P Nobody has called me either, well maybe they did but I just haven't been home like at all. heh.

Kt! I really really miss you! ;.;

I'm on my last day of Spring Break. It's been fun. Usually Spring Break is just an extended Saturday morning for me and I sit watching tv and eating out of containers for this long saturday but not this year. I actually went places. I have to admit it's all thanks to my cousin because she really isn't a stay home person, you know. So she dragged us all out of the house.

Monday. my mom had the day off so we all got in our swimsuits and went to Arlington Park. I thought it would suck but it didn't. It was just a big pool but it was fun. I went off the high dive thing for the first time ever. heh. Then I did that for like 10 minutes. it was mucho more fun than expected. Afterwards we went to Dino's Pizza for Dinner because my cousin works there and she got half off. yay. When we got home we all sat down and watched tv we were too tired to do much of anything. I fell asleep in my cousin and sister's room to the voice of Conan. He's so funny.

Tuesday. Mom didn't have to work again. yay. We didn't do much because we were all tired. so we just sat around but like at 5 we dropped Yabo (my cousin) at work and we went and rented some movies. The guy there was following me. It was scary. So we went home and watched movies not worth mentioning then we picked up Yabo and watched Jay Leno and Conan again. Jay leno pisses me off sometimes. He knows he isn't as funny as Conan.

Wednesday. My mom had to work. We all rode the bus to the mall and spent the day there just walking around spending Yabo's money because the rest of us are poor. The rest of the day was a blur till Conan.

Thursday. We jumped on the bus again and went to Lido Beach which sucked because it started raining and we got attacked by seegulls so we spent the day in the pavilion singing and dancing on tables. Nobody was watching so it was okay. When we got attacked was extremly funny though. i sat down on the beach eating pringles becaues I didn't want to go into the water and Yabo was sitting with me and the seagulls were like circling over us. They wanted the pringles. Yabo started screaming. Apperantly she is terrified of birds. So we were running away and threw the can of pringles at them because after a while I got scared of them too so we were both screaming and running. My cousin started crying. lol. So we went and sat in the pavilion when it started to rain. My mom came by at 5 and we went to this secret little beach nobody knows about and built sand castles there. that was fun. Afterwards we went home ordered some pizza and watched Scrubs and Conan which was funny.

Friday. We didnt do anything because my mom was mad we hadnt cleaned the house before we left on Thursday. My sister thought we got attacked by birds and rained on because we hadnt done our chores. lol. anyhow we cleaned all day. actually I cleaned all day while everybody was in Yabo and maria's room watching tv all day. I was pretty pissed. So yeah. Then my brother and i were home alone because Maria had to go babysit and Yabo went to work. We had microwaved chicken wings for dinner :P. then we watched Conan and fell asleep.

Saturday. I'm at the library. I think I'm going to update my site because I brought a floppy disk with my most recent CG picture. I wish Conan was on Saturdays. but it's not.

The End.

Oh yeah!! SPIRITED AWAY IS OUT IN THEATERS GO WATCH IT!!!! I'm going on tuesday because we get half off then. bargain tuesdays ::waggle::

2003-03-13T17:31:00.000-05:00

My grandma died Friday night. Sad.

On a lighter note, check this out! Cafinated SOAP! wow. Also check out Cassie's Blog. :]

Theres a pretty girl on the computer next to mine. I wish I were pretty. Stupid pretty girl.

2003-03-04T18:18:00.000-05:00

Diablo II is fun for everyone. :] Now I understand.

2003-03-01T14:48:00.000-05:00

Megacon was fantastic although I had no more than 50 cents in my pocket. I was stuck there with my mom and my brother, not the best company for a convention. My mom said I should've cosplayed which made me happy. I don't think she enjoyed it much at all but I think she did think it was fun for me, which it was so she is gonna let me go to other cons. yay. I didn't buy much of anything but it was funa ll the same. For the next con I'll have a job and money to spend. Just this morning I applied for a job at Subway even though I dont like working around food.

K, that's all for now. Bye y'all.

2003-02-24T16:34:00.000-05:00

One more thing. The library is not the best viewing place for smut fest at Pink's oekaki board. :B

thx kt ¬¬

sweet.

YAY 99 Nightmares! I voted for that too. It'd better start soon lest I kill something.Man, Cassie rocks so much.... I need to stab something now...

2003-02-24T16:29:00.000-05:00

MEGACON FRIDAY WooT!!

I don't want to go by myself and I think Cassie is going Sunday so yeah. I'm only going Friday blah. I already asked my sister, my cousin, Melisha and Kristy but none can go. Kristy might be able to, she really wants to but school is a bitch and a half. My sister says she might go but as a last resort, she doesnt really want to go.

Hmm, yes so school sucks, I suck. My artistic abilities are on a downhill slope. I keep getting worse and worse rather than improvng, you should see my sketchbook. It reeks of lameness.

Anime Club at school is fun, but the super genki girls scare me. They really do. I hope the school doesnt disband our club. I've come to the conclusion that to be a truely devoted anime fan you're gonna have to go atheist. Because there is so much involved with Anime that you don't have time for God and religion. It becomes your religion, lol.

2003-02-14T00:52:00.000-05:00

Do you think perhaps if I were to sleep more often I would be able to concentrate in school and get better grades? :D ..... nah :]

2003-02-13T13:48:00.000-05:00

Poopy. I can only go to Megacon for one day. Either Friday or Saturday :(. I asked my mom last night and I tried to argue with her but nooo! Last time she said i could go for 2 days surely. poopy.

We have a new anime club at school but we aren't going to call it that because the school will disolve i like they did sci-fi club back in 9th grade. It's going to be Japanese Culture Club, or something like that. I went to the first meeting yesterday :] it was fun. they watched Princess Mononoke but I had to leave right when they were gonna watch it. It was allright though because I have that movie at home. Can't wait till next week :). Something I can look forward to. yay.

Okay, so my cousin is moving in with us again but this tme for sure because my aunt kicked her out of the house. I'm glad she came back with us actually. I guess I was just mad before because she moved out but I dunno. At least we can help her with her problems. She really doesn't want to go back to California.

Anyhow, I'm at the library, the happiest place on earth. yay.

I luv Kt.

2003-02-11T02:41:00.000-05:00

2003-02-11T02:38:00.000-05:00

My cousin is moving back out to my aunt's house. Thank God. It is really nice hanging out with her sometimes but living with her is a whole different ordeal. So, appearently she's on pot. How nice. Last night the smell was overwhelming my room. Hey, I don't know much about potheads and marijuana and such but when you start to smell something strange coming from your cousin you have to wonder. Her eyes were kinda yellowed and red and she was really hungry when she got home. So I tell my sister and she, the knower of potheads, confirms my suspicions. So she kept asking her about it last night and she got so mad that she prentended to go to sleep and starting crying silently. It's pretty sad. I feel bad for her. My mom always felt a bad aura around her, you know. My mom has a way of knowing things, I guess. Her 'friend' and his girlfriend picked her up and took her home. I find it hard to believe that she is going home. Well, I just hop she doesn't get pregnant or anything like that.

On a lighter note I made a new friend from Oekaki Central, Aiko. She is 19 and lives in Florida about an hour from me I'm guessing. She sent me "Love Song" by Luna Sea. I also downloaded Winmx, another filesharing program like Kazaa. She suggested it. At least this program doesn't make my computer slow. :] Yay, I have a new friend.

Oh no, I have to do something for Cassie's birthday on the 12. O.O;; worry worry. I can't just draw her something. I have to get her something good. think think think... :B I dunno.

Hmm. I'm ready to give Yanira the cold shoulder. She lied to my mom. My mom can be so naive sometimes. Just yesterday she was saying how she didn't think Yanira was on drugs or anything. I don't think she's even a virgin anymore. I don't know, it's not like she really bugged me much. The only thing that really bugged me was how she acted indefferent to anything and how she played with Josie like she wanted to steal her love from me ¬¬. And at night Josie would sleep at her feet! Okay, no you have to understand that Josie is my puppy! I tried to be extra happy around her. In a way I can understand why she would go on pot, because she has had a really hard life and she has gone through many of the same things I have. So yeah. Whatever. I guess I'm a little upset about her leaving so I'm not going to be extra happy around her anymore. I'll just be my normal self, sour, bitter, whatever.

2003-02-10T00:47:00.000-05:00

lol my stupid poem, i feel like a retard.

2003-02-09T23:59:00.000-05:00

I found my little cute book of poems from back in middle school when I used to think I was good at it. hehe. It has a bunch of cute sticker sheets in it too, I love stickers ^__^. yay. Here is a poem I wrote, keep in mind that my poems and art are very personal things of mine and don't share them often, especially my poems (which suck, lol).

Untitled
Everynight as I try to sleep
The wind comes in and whispers to me
"He loves you, he loves you,
He loves you so true"
"He loves you, he loves you
all his love is for you."
"I do not care," I suddenly lied.
I knew it was true but that I denied.
"He loves you, he loves you
He loves you so true."
"He loves you he loves you,
and you love him too."
"No", I yelled, "I don't love him back!"
"No", I lied, "All my love is for.. Jack"
"There is no Jack,
For you to love back."
"You love him too,
And he sure loves you."
"He does not love me, for he broke my heart."
I now felt such pain as I laid in my bed.
I knew it was true what I heard in my head.
"You have to do something be fore it's too late."
"You can not just sit here pretending to hate."
I heard the voice and knew what to do,
I shall go to him and say "I love you."
I ran and I ran into the night,
I ran and I ran without any light.
I finally reached him, right there on the bridge.
What was he doing standing on the ridge?
"Oh, sweetheart," I said so softly to his ear,
"I love you too my dear."
So glad I had found him, "I love you", he said.
Then we kissed, we were head to head.
"I told you he loves
He loves you so true."
"I told you he loves you,
All his love is for you."